Ariu Kara
Emptiness... It Looked For Her...

1. "There Will Be The Emptiness" ("Будет Пустота"). © Ariu Kara 2006.

The darkness in my appartment...
I don't like the light... it gives the Joy, but not for me. Why do I need the others Joy?
Everybody left me yesterday. Every essence of the world I created myself.
It's because of the Reality. It always destroys the Dream. Reality won yesterday.
Now I'm enslaved by the total Solitude. Such happening always finds its place in Reality.
It's here with me. As always, with myself...

Perhaps my Solitude is only my fault. I couldn't reject the Reality, even in the name of not feeling the loss of somebody close to me.
The loss of Fantasy proved to be even more heavier.
The darkness... around me...
It absorbs me.
There is nothing left, only the sticky leather sofa which I lie on, still exists.
Because I feel it.
And the sounds of the city... they are existing, because they can't be destroyed.
But I don't want to listen to the sounds. I don't need anything from the Reality.
I stop up the ears, strongly, that something inside begins to be painful.
Now there is the Silence around.
I made it. I destroyed the Reality. There are no sounds anymore.
I lower hands to the elbows.
There is no Reality.
There is the Darkness.
There is the Silence.
There is the Emptiness.
Let it be the Emptiness.
The Emptiness in my appartment... let it be the Emptiness.

2. "The Tonnel" ("Туннель"). © 2007 Ariu Kara.

3. "The Old House" ("Старый Дом"). © 2008 Ariu Kara.

4. "The Hidden Infinity" ("Скрытая Бесконечность"). © 2005 Ariu Kara & Alterleo.

5. "The Dream Of Ruined Ships" ("Сон Погибших Кораблей"). © 2007 Ariu Kara.

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